Monday, May 24, 2010

This kid....



So there is this kid, I met him at a camp. He pretty much changed everything for me in those 3 days. I fell for him quite quickly. Unfortuantly this is the end of us as 1.
I feel like I was lied to, one week he loves me the next he is breaking up with me. That is what happened and there is nothing I can do about it as much as I want to. Out of no where he is feeling something different to I am. I guess that is life, some people are just not going to feel the same way, even in a short amount of time things change.
Even though it is over, those 6+ months I will never forget. We had so much fun and so many laughs, too many to count. Even through this heartache I just remember those times and smile knowing that he was apart of me.
As much as I am hurting and wondering what went wrong I know that everything will be ok, that I will be come out strong. Everyone says "there are more fish in the sea", I only wanted that fish but God knows who he wants me to be with. Through this heartache God will bring something amazing, not just to me but to him too.
I know in the end we will be friends again... I just need time, time to get over him, time to heal, I am so glad he is giving me that time cause our friendship before we became a couple was amazing.
Even though I never saw it coming that is ok, I am glad he is happy.

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